long lasting scar
The scar on my back, I got it horizontal wrestling with my man,
Saturday, February 28, 2009
It's only okay to lie never
The exception to the rule
Its never OK to lie. but there are exceptions to the rule. The 10 commandments say thou shall not lie, Its doesn't say we wont or cant. When its a situation that can do more harm than good, That an exception. my age definitely and exception. The things is would you tell the truth later?
Monday, February 23, 2009
How it got started prt 3
I hope
| Asean | X | |||
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im sorry that things didnt workout between you and I
I know I said I wouldnt contact you again but we can still be friends I hope.
Im getting ready to go to burbank, I have my maps a little nervous
I decided I gonna leave tomorrow evening I will be back theres money for me here
I can fly here next time. I wish you could see what I have made since last night. trust me
you would have been very very happy
Im glad I brought my computer I told you there would be wireless set ups here
well its time for me to go . tell Wilson I miss him and could really use him before I go
to get through the nervousness. I guess theres a part thats still wanting to hold on
but I don't want anyone who doesn't want me I have too much to give. My pride is strong
but I don't want anyone who doesn't want me I have too much to give. My pride is strong
Im only weaker by the man that leads me. So You really don't have to worry about me bothering
you. My feelings for you will fade. especially with limited contact. Well I have to go now I have a drive and I dont know where Im going take care
X
--
Peace and Blessings
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I'm glad to hear things went well for you while you were/ are her.
Yeah ... we can be friends.
Yeah ... we can be friends.
From: sweetie <sweetie@hermail.com>
To: "Asean hilton" <Aseanmyricks@hismail.com>
Subject: I hope
Date: Sat, 22 Jul 2006 17:34:19 -0700- Show quoted text -
im sorry that things didnt workout between you and I
I know I said I wouldnt contact you again but we can still be friends I
hope.
Im getting ready to go to burbank, I have my maps a little nervous
I decided I gonna leave tomorrow evening I will be back theres money for
me here
I can fly here next time. I wish you could see what I have made since last
night. trust me
you would have been very very happy
Im glad I brought my computer I told you there would be wireless set ups
here
well its time for me to go . tell Wilson I miss him and could really use him
before I go
to get through the nervousness. I guess theres a part thats still wanting to
hold on
but I dont want anyone who doesnt want me I have too much to give. My pride
is strong
Im only weaker by the man that leads me. So You really dont have to worry
about me bothering
you. My feelings for you will fade. especially with limited contact. Well
I have to go now I have a drive and I dont know where Im going take care
X
--
Peace and Blessings
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thanks for the note back. Im leaving in 30 Mr Burbank is exactly
what we thought.. he wants to see me do another man and get done by a
man. i told him I'd think about it. LOL
my work here is done . I'll be back. I need to finish the escort list
... there are so many people.. since I dont have any help I gotta be
able to concentrate. Your being pissed at me is a blessing in
disguise. Well, remember the girl you picked out Sizziln ect... well
her name is summer.. and she was one of the girls that called last
week she said she was looking for my number and wanted to hook up she
know others and told them that I get them fast and high paying appts.
when i told her what I made here in LA she almost lost it..
she also said shed be happy to work with me. I got her 2 appts today.
she Loves me ha ha ... I guess i have a knack for it.
So when I get home she and I are going to hook up tonight I told
here Im going to set up shop here in LA and in SF. when I get home
I will send you the link to what I have been doing since
Wednesday night. ok well its time i gotta go. oh and check it out i
bought another computer yesterday so all of my pics and all the work
I have done I will be able to use when I get home. thank you for
everything. this is going to work and im soooooooo excited have a
great day!!! take care
On 7/23/06, Asean hilton <Aseanmyricks@hismail.com> wrote:
--
Peace and Blessings
what we thought.. he wants to see me do another man and get done by a
man. i told him I'd think about it. LOL
my work here is done . I'll be back. I need to finish the escort list
... there are so many people.. since I dont have any help I gotta be
able to concentrate. Your being pissed at me is a blessing in
disguise. Well, remember the girl you picked out Sizziln ect... well
her name is summer.. and she was one of the girls that called last
week she said she was looking for my number and wanted to hook up she
know others and told them that I get them fast and high paying appts.
when i told her what I made here in LA she almost lost it..
she also said shed be happy to work with me. I got her 2 appts today.
she Loves me ha ha ... I guess i have a knack for it.
So when I get home she and I are going to hook up tonight I told
here Im going to set up shop here in LA and in SF. when I get home
I will send you the link to what I have been doing since
Wednesday night. ok well its time i gotta go. oh and check it out i
bought another computer yesterday so all of my pics and all the work
I have done I will be able to use when I get home. thank you for
everything. this is going to work and im soooooooo excited have a
great day!!! take care
- Show quoted text -
On 7/23/06, Asean hilton <Aseanmyricks@hismail.com> wrote:
I'm glad to hear things went well for you while you were/ are her.
Yeah ... we can be friends.
>From: sweetie <sweetie@hermail.com>
>To: "Asean hilton" <Aseanmyricks@hismail.com>
>Subject: I hope
>Date: Sat, 22 Jul 2006 17:34:19 -0700
>
>im sorry that things didnt workout between you and I
>I know I said I wouldnt contact you again but we can still be friends I
>hope.
>Im getting ready to go to burbank, I have my maps a little nervous
>I decided I gonna leave tomorrow evening I will be back theres money for
>me here
>I can fly here next time. I wish you could see what I have made since last
>night. trust me
>you would have been very very happy
>Im glad I brought my computer I told you there would be wireless set ups
>here
>well its time for me to go . tell Wilson I miss him and could really use
>him
>before I go
>to get through the nervousness. I guess theres a part thats still wanting
>to
>hold on
>but I dont want anyone who doesnt want me I have too much to give. My
>pride
>is strong
>Im only weaker by the man that leads me. So You really dont have to worry
>about me bothering
>you. My feelings for you will fade. especially with limited contact. Well
>I have to go now I have a drive and I dont know where Im going take care
>
>X
>
>
>--
>Peace and Blessings
Peace and Blessings
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From: sweetie <sweetie@hermail.com>
To: "asean hilton" <aseabhiton@hismail.com>
Subject: The One and Only
Date: Tue, 6 Jun 2006 14:00:23 -0700
Hello stranger
Do we still have a date?
--
Peace and Blessings
Of course!
I want to talk you .... amongst other things! What have you saying this??
No Matter what You cant get away that easy?
I hope you got my messages I cant come out until you say its okwasn't it U who said that no matter we go through we still have a planYou are worth it I still Love you--
Peace and BlessingsI'm not going to leave youYou will see you are the one on my mindYou are my present and my futureIn your lifetime how many women have you met who love you wont take shit from you who believes in you wants to see you succeed willing to move down 4 whateva.. You'll seeSo if we dont make it ,it wont because of me because I keep coming to you. and as I said I wont leave youwe belong together
- Show quoted text -On 7/21/06, sweetie <sweetie@hermail.com> wrote:Im leaving at 12 I have appts all weekend
sweetie
to asean
All I know is that I let my feelings show (i wont make that mistake again)
put myself out there and clearly you dont see that
Im here in LA doing what I said i would do I wanted to at least work with you
but hell naww.. thats a wrap
I have been up most of the night Making a killing here i meet mr
Burbank today Im going back home Monday
I may break you off Sunday Just for the life lesson or to give you
something for your ticket. other than that i have done all I can do
I wont contact you again- Show quoted text -
On 7/22/06, asean hilton <aseabhiton@hismail.com> wrote:you're still missing what has happened ... aren't you??
>From: sweetie <sweetie@hermail.com>
>To: "asean hilton" <aseabhiton@hismail.com>
>Subject: Re: No Matter what You cant get away that easy
>Date: Fri, 21 Jul 2006 13:16:09 -0700
>
> So check this out. If when I leave this weekend after my appointments
>you dont want to get down with me I will leave you i will never
>contact you again I put that on my grandfathers grave Deal ?
>
>
>
>On 7/21/06, sweetie <sweetie@hermail.com> wrote:
>>
>> I have poured my heart out to you and you continue to insult and be
>>disrespectful I look over it because I understand that its hard to think
>>that someone really cares without really knowing why I see in you what you
>>cannot see. I thought you were serious about our relationship . Am I
>>making a mistake? Am I wrong to want to be with you? I m not a stalker
>>I
>>just do what any woman should do for her man.
>>
>>Can we please make this money?
>> the longer it takes for me to leave the less we make
>>you know we missed 600 last night 3 for u 3 for me and I told you that
>>before you tripped out so Stop cryin and lets do this or have you fucked
>>and found someone else that fast
>>
>>
>> On 7/21/06, sweetie <sweetie@hermail.com> wrote:
>>
>> > not hardly... I just want my money Im leaving in 10 minutes If you
>> > answer the phone You'd know that too
>> > And for you to say some fucked up shit like that says that you dont
>> > understand
>> >
>> > On 7/21/06, asean hilton < aseabhiton@hismail.com> wrote:
>> > >
>> > > I hope you ain't no stalker!
>> > >
>> > > ____________________________________________________________ _____
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Part 2 of if you have time in life letters will be posted Sunday feb 22. There are 10 more entries in this series dont get behind
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
How it started pt 1
After signing up on a dating site Asean and Monique
Find them selves trading emails and pics. The beginning dialog.
How It Started
Subject: here ya go
------------------------
From mail.com>
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 5:03 PM
To:mail.com
I really hope you are the only one looking
--
Peace and Blessings
----------
From: Asean Hilton
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 5:18 PM
To: sweetie@hermail.com
Your photo's are for my viewing pleasure only!!
From: sweetie
To: aseanhilton@hismail.com
Subject: here ya go
Date: Thu, 25 May 2006 18:03:36 -0700
<<>>
<<>>
<<>>
_________________________________________________________________
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From: sweetie
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 5:25 PM
To: Asean Hilton
thanks heres another
--
Peace and Blessings
----------
From: Asean Hilton
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 5:32 PM
To: sweetie@hermail.com
Ok ... I "have" to visit sooner!
Look at me smile on that photo .... damn, damn, damn!
To: "Asean Hilton"
Subject: Re: here ya go
Date: Thu, 25 May 2006 18:25:56 -0700
--
Peace and Blessings
<<>>
_________________________________________________________________
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From: sweetie
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 5:36 PM
To: Asean Hilton
I see that that is so nice to see
let me see what else I have
--
Peace and Blessings
----------
From: sweetie
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 5:38 PM
To: Asean Hilton
My Fav is at the bottom
--
Peace and Blessings
----------
From: Asean Hilton
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 5:57 PM
To: sweetie@hermail.com
Yes ... share everything!!
Date: Thu, 25 May 2006 18:36:59 -0700
_________________________________________________________________
----------
From: Asean Hilton
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 5:58 PM
To: sweetie@hermail.com
I just hope I don't suffocate myself when I burry my head in between those 38H's .....
Date: Thu, 25 May 2006 18:38:57 -0700
<<>>
<<>>
_________________________________________________________________
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From: sweetie
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 6:03 PM
To: Asean Hilton
Ok, lets see my friend took this one
--
Peace and Blessings
----------
From: sweetie
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 6:06 PM
To: Asean Hilton
i wont let you because you know you want more and more or at least I do. This is when emergency money comes in handy
I would be on the first thing smoking
--
Peace and Blessings
----------
From: sweetie
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 6:08 PM
To: Asean Hilton
so tell me whats happening to you from viewing my pics
I left bp this feels more private and comfortable
--
Peace and Blessings
----------
From: Asean Hilton
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 6:12 PM
To: sweetie@hermail.com
I can't front ... I am mesmerized! But don't get it twisted, you are a very attractive women also - just plain beautiful.
What are we going to do about this distance sweetie?? We need to be in the sam area!!
Date: Thu, 25 May 2006 19:03:09 -0700
<<>>
----------
From: Asean Hilton
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 6:13 PM
To: sweetie@hermail.com
I feel ya! And I want to feel ya! Feel me????
Date: Thu, 25 May 2006 19:06:50 -0700
_________________________________________________________________
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From: Asean Hilton
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 6:14 PM
To: sweetie@hermail.com
Some how the elastic on my shorts seem to be stretching out ....
Date: Thu, 25 May 2006 19:08:39 -0700
_________________________________________________________________
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From: sweetie
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 6:22 PM
To: Asean Hilton
I cant tell you how hot it is where I am
Im soooooooo hot now and really wet
--
Peace and Blessings
----------
From: sweetie
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 6:23 PM
To: Asean Hilton
If I could Id move your way but its never that easy
--
Peace and Blessings
----------
From: sweetie
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 6:25 PM
To: Asean Hilton
Ok, I can suck your pinky finger and I can suck your thumb is that it
--
Peace and Blessings
----------
From: Asean Hilton
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 6:31 PM
To: sweetie@hermail.com
Wish I was there to handle everything you need done!
Date: Thu, 25 May 2006 19:22:39 -0700
_________________________________________________________________
----------
From: Asean Hilton
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 6:32 PM
To: sweetie@hermail.com
I know ... isn't that funny!
Date: Thu, 25 May 2006 19:23:50 -0700
--
Peace and Blessings
_________________________________________________________________
----------
From: Asean Hilton
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 6:35 PM
To: sweetie@hermail.com
What about the other fingers ... they may get jealous. That would be like me sucking your right tittie, and not the left - that's not fair.
However I have something else you might be interested in sucking on too.
Date: Thu, 25 May 2006 19:25:16 -0700
--
Peace and Blessings
--
Peace and Blessings
_________________________________________________________________
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From: sweetie
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 6:40 PM
To: Asean Hilton
Im still trying to figure out what that is
--
Peace and Blessings
----------
From: sweetie
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 6:41 PM
To: Asean Hilton
are you going to call me or what?
--
Peace and Blessings
----------
From: sweetie
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 9:25 PM
To: Asean Hilton
Dont let this freak you out ok ... but I havent had that much fun on the phone since the 90's dont laugh. It was almost like talking to the male version of me. like a soul mate. I have been married and I do believe in marriage but Im not marriage bound at all. So dont freak out about me saying certain things. anyway I really enjoyed our conversation
I look forward to speaking to you again
PS if I want to get a word in this is how I will do it
You are a real .... I'll tell you later
M
--
Peace and Blessings
----------
From: Asean Hilton
Date: Fri, May 26, 2006 at 7:39 AM
To: sweetie@hermail.com
Awe ... thank you for the kind words! I enjoyed our conversation too. And I'm certain I will enjoy the day we meet! Hmmmmmmm ...
So this is the only way you can get a word in, huh?! You make it sound if I talk like this ...
*&^*^ no -00i-09 lokpjoj; 0 *(&9807 pjj;j; 908--9m opok p pj ojhohm ;lk ;l ;o kll j ;' lkk;l; kjl; l;'k 987 (_* o9 0[ l'j ]-oipm ]-0 ;'k] -] -]k .... and then laugh!
Ha ha ha!
Date: Thu, 25 May 2006 22:25:43 -0700
----------
From: sweetie
Date: Fri, May 26, 2006 at 9:20 AM
To: Asean Hilton
So you heard yourself too...
--
Peace and Blessings
----------
From: Asean Hilton
Date: Fri, May 26, 2006 at 10:05 AM
To: sweetie@hermail.com
I see you have jokes!
Date: Fri, 26 May 2006 10:20:48 -0700
----------
From: sweetie
Date: Fri, May 26, 2006 at 11:04 AM
To: Asean Hilton
Oh yes, You know Im funny
--
Peace and Blessings
Find them selves trading emails and pics. The beginning dialog.
How It Started
Subject: here ya go
------------------------
From mail.com>
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 5:03 PM
To:mail.com
I really hope you are the only one looking
--
Peace and Blessings
----------
From: Asean Hilton
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 5:18 PM
To: sweetie@hermail.com
Your photo's are for my viewing pleasure only!!
From: sweetie
To: aseanhilton@hismail.com
Subject: here ya go
Date: Thu, 25 May 2006 18:03:36 -0700
<<>>
<<>>
<<>>
_________________________________________________________________
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From: sweetie
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 5:25 PM
To: Asean Hilton
thanks heres another
--
Peace and Blessings
----------
From: Asean Hilton
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 5:32 PM
To: sweetie@hermail.com
Ok ... I "have" to visit sooner!
Look at me smile on that photo .... damn, damn, damn!
To: "Asean Hilton"
Subject: Re: here ya go
Date: Thu, 25 May 2006 18:25:56 -0700
--
Peace and Blessings
<<>>
_________________________________________________________________
----------
From: sweetie
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 5:36 PM
To: Asean Hilton
I see that that is so nice to see
let me see what else I have
--
Peace and Blessings
----------
From: sweetie
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 5:38 PM
To: Asean Hilton
My Fav is at the bottom
--
Peace and Blessings
----------
From: Asean Hilton
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 5:57 PM
To: sweetie@hermail.com
Yes ... share everything!!
Date: Thu, 25 May 2006 18:36:59 -0700
_________________________________________________________________
----------
From: Asean Hilton
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 5:58 PM
To: sweetie@hermail.com
I just hope I don't suffocate myself when I burry my head in between those 38H's .....
Date: Thu, 25 May 2006 18:38:57 -0700
<<>>
<<>>
_________________________________________________________________
----------
From: sweetie
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 6:03 PM
To: Asean Hilton
Ok, lets see my friend took this one
--
Peace and Blessings
----------
From: sweetie
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 6:06 PM
To: Asean Hilton
i wont let you because you know you want more and more or at least I do. This is when emergency money comes in handy
I would be on the first thing smoking
--
Peace and Blessings
----------
From: sweetie
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 6:08 PM
To: Asean Hilton
so tell me whats happening to you from viewing my pics
I left bp this feels more private and comfortable
--
Peace and Blessings
----------
From: Asean Hilton
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 6:12 PM
To: sweetie@hermail.com
I can't front ... I am mesmerized! But don't get it twisted, you are a very attractive women also - just plain beautiful.
What are we going to do about this distance sweetie?? We need to be in the sam area!!
Date: Thu, 25 May 2006 19:03:09 -0700
<<>>
----------
From: Asean Hilton
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 6:13 PM
To: sweetie@hermail.com
I feel ya! And I want to feel ya! Feel me????
Date: Thu, 25 May 2006 19:06:50 -0700
_________________________________________________________________
----------
From: Asean Hilton
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 6:14 PM
To: sweetie@hermail.com
Some how the elastic on my shorts seem to be stretching out ....
Date: Thu, 25 May 2006 19:08:39 -0700
_________________________________________________________________
----------
From: sweetie
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 6:22 PM
To: Asean Hilton
I cant tell you how hot it is where I am
Im soooooooo hot now and really wet
--
Peace and Blessings
----------
From: sweetie
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 6:23 PM
To: Asean Hilton
If I could Id move your way but its never that easy
--
Peace and Blessings
----------
From: sweetie
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 6:25 PM
To: Asean Hilton
Ok, I can suck your pinky finger and I can suck your thumb is that it
--
Peace and Blessings
----------
From: Asean Hilton
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 6:31 PM
To: sweetie@hermail.com
Wish I was there to handle everything you need done!
Date: Thu, 25 May 2006 19:22:39 -0700
_________________________________________________________________
----------
From: Asean Hilton
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 6:32 PM
To: sweetie@hermail.com
I know ... isn't that funny!
Date: Thu, 25 May 2006 19:23:50 -0700
--
Peace and Blessings
_________________________________________________________________
----------
From: Asean Hilton
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 6:35 PM
To: sweetie@hermail.com
What about the other fingers ... they may get jealous. That would be like me sucking your right tittie, and not the left - that's not fair.
However I have something else you might be interested in sucking on too.
Date: Thu, 25 May 2006 19:25:16 -0700
--
Peace and Blessings
--
Peace and Blessings
_________________________________________________________________
----------
From: sweetie
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 6:40 PM
To: Asean Hilton
Im still trying to figure out what that is
--
Peace and Blessings
----------
From: sweetie
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 6:41 PM
To: Asean Hilton
are you going to call me or what?
--
Peace and Blessings
----------
From: sweetie
Date: Thu, May 25, 2006 at 9:25 PM
To: Asean Hilton
Dont let this freak you out ok ... but I havent had that much fun on the phone since the 90's dont laugh. It was almost like talking to the male version of me. like a soul mate. I have been married and I do believe in marriage but Im not marriage bound at all. So dont freak out about me saying certain things. anyway I really enjoyed our conversation
I look forward to speaking to you again
PS if I want to get a word in this is how I will do it
You are a real .... I'll tell you later
M
--
Peace and Blessings
----------
From: Asean Hilton
Date: Fri, May 26, 2006 at 7:39 AM
To: sweetie@hermail.com
Awe ... thank you for the kind words! I enjoyed our conversation too. And I'm certain I will enjoy the day we meet! Hmmmmmmm ...
So this is the only way you can get a word in, huh?! You make it sound if I talk like this ...
*&^*^ no -00i-09 lokpjoj; 0 *(&9807 pjj;j; 908--9m opok p pj ojhohm ;lk ;l ;o kll j ;' lkk;l; kjl; l;'k 987 (_* o9 0[ l'j ]-oipm ]-0 ;'k] -] -]k .... and then laugh!
Ha ha ha!
Date: Thu, 25 May 2006 22:25:43 -0700
----------
From: sweetie
Date: Fri, May 26, 2006 at 9:20 AM
To: Asean Hilton
So you heard yourself too...
--
Peace and Blessings
----------
From: Asean Hilton
Date: Fri, May 26, 2006 at 10:05 AM
To: sweetie@hermail.com
I see you have jokes!
Date: Fri, 26 May 2006 10:20:48 -0700
----------
From: sweetie
Date: Fri, May 26, 2006 at 11:04 AM
To: Asean Hilton
Oh yes, You know Im funny
--
Peace and Blessings
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
If you have time intro
If you have time; is a intense letter bubbling over with tons of emotional issues. Some of them are easy to identify. Some we can identify with depending on what we have gone through in life. The woman writing this letter is having other issues but is making this the prime target of her problems to hide from them. She cant believe that she is being rejected by the man that she believes is beneath her. Yet she is convinced that she can get him to change,and that she can touch on that one area that is deep inside and he will see how wrong he is about her. There were so many things they had in common but,she saw them he didn't. How ever denying the cons that shes willing to ignore. She also felt it was her job to make him see her for who she is or who she was. She is so consumed in the fixations of making him understand, She blinded herself from the fact that her world as bad as it is, was about to become worse.right before her eyes. to the point of complete destruction. This series of letters tell the story of what she would do how far she has gone yet not putting the pieces together to see that shes on a oil slide and going at super sonic speeds. These letters are the offset to the next series of letters in different context bringing them all full circle.Continue to read as the story unfolds.
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