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my lil seetheart

My childhood arch enemy

Sandra Phillips; she was so much smaller than I was, but she was simply mean and just a all around bully, Those of you who remember the first time you tried to smoke. She forced me to smoke, I was afraid. After the first drag I was so dizzy and sick. I never smoked again.

I'm a dog person

i like the energy and the playful ness fo dogs and they have personailties that are easuer to see than that of cats

My preferred writing medium

The Plume., the pen, the pencil, the Keyboard.

Apple Keyboard (with Avid shortcuts; Letterboxed)

The key board ands down

Being Your Sexiest

There have been so many times that I felt that the times I went out not looking my best was when I would run into the best looking men. Some times they approach me most times not. I love cosmetics and being girly, the whole shebang, yet I have learned that the way you look is only part of it, I mean how bad do you look? Does the guy want to rescue you from a bad look day? He may think you are too frumpy to get dates and you'd welcome any attention going your way, Does it matter that you have sweats and a T instead of a tank top with jeans? It should;’t but it does well at least to some. Sexy is not what you wear, its how you feel. I love me! When I get dressed for the day I dress for the occasion and mostly I dress for me. I could care less if a person thinks I’m sexy or not. My sexiest isn't validated by the other person in my mind; its shared. I love me flaws and all, and any one in my life knows it. I enjoy who and how I am its me. I love me, When I am approached I appreciate it and give a warm thanks and simply let that be the end of that episode. I don't look or fish for more. I get approached
by men every day all day, even by a lot of the same men I see daily. I'm my humble opinion I am sexy.
I love myself flaws and all. And I could care less if anyone thought differently. Am I confident? Ya damn right!

Here is a portion of this post.

For more just follow the link.

http://shine.yahoo.com/channel/sex/when-are-you-sexiest-are-you-sure-447985/

When are you sexiest? Are you sure?

by Redbook, on Fri Apr 17, 2009 10:27am

In the past two days, two men have approached me, which normally doesn't happen. And the weirdest thing? I looked awful both of those times. Coincidence or is there something there? I think there just might be a lesson! The first time, I'd just finished a 5 mile-is loop around Central Park. I was sweaty, wearing a t-shirt cut at the neck Flashdance style and ugly knee-length shorts, hair in a pony tail. And these two Spanish guys asked me directions, then things began getting a little friendly-flirty. The second time was yesterday afternoon. I was PMSing and stressed out by friend stuff, by family stuff, by work stuff, by life stuff. You know how it is. It was one of those days where things just built and built and built and, after one frustrating moment, I knew I was going to cry. So instead of running into the bathroom, locking myself into the handicapped stall, and just letting it go, I went outside, walked to Starbucks, and, yeah, allowed myself to break down a bit.

First rule of relationships: Communication

it works for quickies and the long strokes

Communication
We must communicate in order to be heard and understood and to get the feelings and views of our partners

Trust
Trust is essential in relationships.When you are in

a relationship keeping it healthy means you must trust and trust should not be ignored

Respect
Who wants to be treated with no respect

how will your relationship grow?

Lots of good sex
Do I really have to explain that one

Theres nothing like it when you are happy

or sad. I gotta have lots of good lovin in my relationships

or its pointless to have trust respect and communicaion

Check this out, Player

Although I have been gifted with the gift of spittles, sweet talk just isnt my thing; I can persuade , reason , convince ,and force things to go my way but I'm raw. I get it said and done. They call me Beauty & da Beast. My daughter gave me that nickmame. Hmmmn... what is she saying?

52 PROVEN STRESS REDUCERS 1. Get up fifteen minutes earlier in the morning. The inevitable morning mishaps will be less stressful. 2. Prepare for the morning the evening before. Set the breakfast table. Make lunches. Put out the clothes you plan to wear, etc. 3. Don't rely on your memory. Write down appointment times, when to pick up the laundry, when library books are due, etc. ("The palest ink is better than the most retentive memory."- Old Chinese Proverb) 4. Do nothing you have to lie about later. 5. Make copies of all keys. Bury a house key in a secret spot in the garden. Carry a duplicate car key in your wallet, apart from your key ring. 6. Practice preventive maintenance. Your car, appliances, home and relationships will be less likely to break down "at the worst possible moment." 7. Be prepared to wait. A paperback book can make a wait in a post office line almost pleasant. 8. Procrastination is stressful. Whatever you want to do tomorrow, do today; whatever you want to do today, do it now. 9. Plan ahead. Don't let the gas tank get below onequarter full, keep a well- stocked "emergency shelf'' of home staples, don't wait until you're down to your last bus token or postage stamp to buy more, etc. 10. Don't put up with something that doesn't work right. If your alarm clock wallet, shoe laces, windshield wipers-whatever-are a constant aggravation, get them fixed or get new ones. 11. Allow 15 minutes of extra time to get to appointments. Plan to arrive at an airport one hour before domestic departures. 12. Eliminate (or restrict) the amount of caffeine in your diet. 13. Always set up contingency plans, "just in case." ("If for some reason either of us is delayed, here's what we'll do..." Or, "If we get split up in the shopping center, here's where we'll meet.") 14. Relax your standards. The world will not end if the grass doesn't get mowed this weekend. 15. Pollyanna-Power! For every one thing that goes wrong, there are probably 10 or 50 or 100 blessings. Count 'em! 16. Ask questions. Taking a few moments to repeat back the directions that someone expects of you, etc., can save hours. (The old "the hurrieder I go, the behinder I get" idea.) 17. Say "No!" Saying no to extra projects, social activities and invitations you know you don't have the time or energy for takes practice, self-respect and a belief that everyone, everyday, needs quiet time to relax and to be alone. 18. Unplug your phone. Want to take a long bath, meditate, sleep or read without interruption? Drum up the courage to temporarily disconnect. (The possibility of there being a terrible emergency in the next hour or so is almost nil.) 19. Turn "needs" into preferences. Our basic physical needs translate into food, water, and keeping warm. Everything else is a preference. Don't get attached to preferences. 20. Simplify, simplify, simplify. 21. Make friends with nonworriers. Chronic worrywarts are contagious. 22. Take many stretch breaks when you sit a lot. 23. If you can't find quiet at home, wear earplugs. 24. Get enough sleep. Set your alarm for bedtime. 25. Organize! A place for everything and everything in its place. Losing things is stressful. 26. Monitor your body for stress signs. If your stomach muscles are knotted and your breathing is shallow, relax your muscles and take some deep, slow breaths. 27. Write your thoughts and feelings down on paper. It can help you clarify and give you a renewed perspective. 28. Do this yoga exercise when you need to relax: Inhale through your nose to the count of eight. Pucker your lips and exhale slowly to the count of 16. Concentrate on the long sighing sound and feel the tension dissolve. Repeat 10 times. 29. Visualize success before any experience you fear. Take time to go over every part of the event in your mind. Imagine how great you will look, and how well you will present yourself. 30. If the stress of deadlines gets in the way of doing a job, use diversion. Take your mind off the task and you will focus better when you're on task. 31. Talk out your problems with a friend. It helps to relieve confusion. 32. Avoid people and places that don't fit your personal needs and desires. If you hate politics, don't spend time with politically excited people. 33. Learn to live one day at a time. 34. Everyday, do something you really enjoy. 35. Add an ounce of love to everything you do. 36. Take a bath or shower to relieve tension. 37. Do a favor for someone every day. 38. Focus on understanding rather than on being under stood, on loving rather than on being loved. 39. Looking good makes you feel better. 40. Take more time between tasks to relax. Schedule a realistic day. 41. Be flexible. Some things are not worth perfection. 42. Stop negative self-talk: "I'm too fat, too old, etc..." 43. Change pace on weekends. If your week was slow, be active. If you felt nothing was accomplished during the week, do a weekend project. 44. "Worry about the pennies, and the dollars will take care of themselves." Pay attention to the details in front of you. 45. Do one thing at a time. When you are working on one thing, don't think about everything else you have to do. 46. Allow time every day for privacy, quiet and thinking. 47. Do unpleasant tasks early and enjoy the rest of the day. 48. Delegate responsibility to capable people. 49. Take lunch breaks. Get away from your work in body and in mind. 50. Count to 1,000, not 10, before you say something that could make matters worse. 51. Forgive people and events. Accept that we live in an imperfect world. 52. Have an optimistic view of the world. Most people do the best they can.

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I remember when I first saw the word BLOG I didn't say to muc0h attention to ot. As I noticed that I was seeing it more and more the question I first said to myself what the hell is a blog? So I signed up for Y 360 and I filled some of the fields and then when It get to that square I knew then It was time to bleg. My next issue was what to write about. I said who wants to spend time writing about stuff that no one may ever see unless you actual sent the url in a email and a few members of the site happen across. So I summed up blogging as a stream of news from the bigger sites and a lot of personal writings about babies, family reunions, and golf . Now also during this time I was going through some very serious family crisis and I felt that the time wasn

Why I'm doing this?

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I remember when I first saw the word BLOG I didn't say to muc0h attention to ot. As I noticed that I was seeing it more and more the question I first said to myself what the hell is a blog? So I signed up for Y 360 and I filled some of the fields and then when It get to that square I knew then It was time to bleg. My next issue was what to write about. I said who wants to spend time writing about stuff that no one may ever see unless you actual sent the url in a email and a few members of the site happen across. So I summed up blogging as a stream of news from the bigger sites and a lot of personal writings about babies, family reunions, and golf . Now also during this time I was going through some very serious family crisis and I felt that the time wasn't right and I felt that I had nothing to say . One day a friend came over and had a long talk with me and said that I was waisting my god given talents and it was one of thereasons why I was feeling so bad and unfulfilled. After he left I sat and thought about it deeply about 4 months deep. Then it came to me. I can blog ! Because I do have something to say and I realized that everyone writing had something thing to say and it takes courage to send your posting out for the whole world to see, There are book authors that have written books and said the same things that I read in 50 books before that. I started several blogs with a lot of stiff some of stories I started and didn't finish and some that were but they all were there until I figured out the major interest and purpose of me blogging, After a bunch of postings of a lot of nothing and something, I figured it out.

I can do this, becase I like it and I have something to say.

Stay tuned to see the cheanges of my blog, its mission and everything else.

Below are some kinks that l almost didn't blog

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My wound that takes forever to go scar

long lasting scar

The scar on my back, I got it horizontal wrestling with my man,

It's only okay to lie never

The exception to the rule

Its never OK to lie. but there are exceptions to the rule. The 10 commandments say thou shall not lie, Its doesn't say we wont or cant. When its a situation that can do more harm than good, That an exception. my age definitely and exception. The things is would you tell the truth later?

How it got started prt 3

I hope

	Asean		X

sweetie  to Asean

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im sorry that things didnt workout between you and I 

I know I said I wouldnt contact you again but we can still be friends I hope.

Im getting ready to go to burbank,  I have my maps  a little nervous

I decided I gonna leave tomorrow evening  I  will be back theres money for me here

I can fly here next time. I wish you could see what I have made since last night. trust me

you would have been very very happy

Im glad I brought my computer I told you there would be wireless set ups here

well its time for me to go . tell Wilson I miss him and could really use him before I go

to get through the nervousness. I guess theres a part thats still wanting to hold on
but I don't want anyone who doesn't want me  I have too much to give. My pride is strong

Im only weaker by the man that leads me.  So You really don't have to worry about me bothering

you. My feelings for you will fade. especially with limited contact.   Well  I have to go now  I have a drive and I dont know where Im going   take care

 

X 

 

 
--
Peace and Blessings

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I'm glad to hear things went well for you while you were/ are her.

Yeah ... we can be friends.

From: sweetie <sweetie@hermail.com>
To: "Asean hilton" <Aseanmyricks@hismail.com>
Subject: I hope
Date: Sat, 22 Jul 2006 17:34:19 -0700

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im sorry that things didnt workout between you and I
I know I said I wouldnt contact you again but we can still be friends I
hope.
Im getting ready to go to burbank,  I have my maps  a little nervous
I decided I gonna leave tomorrow evening  I  will be back theres money for
me here
I can fly here next time. I wish you could see what I have made since last
night. trust me
you would have been very very happy
Im glad I brought my computer I told you there would be wireless set ups
here
well its time for me to go . tell Wilson I miss him and could really use him
before I go
to get through the nervousness. I guess theres a part thats still wanting to
hold on
but I dont want anyone who doesnt want me  I have too much to give. My pride
is strong
Im only weaker by the man that leads me.  So You really dont have to worry
about me bothering
you. My feelings for you will fade. especially with limited contact.   Well
I have to go now  I have a drive and I dont know where Im going   take care

X


--
Peace and Blessings

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thanks for  the note back. Im leaving in 30  Mr Burbank is exactly
what we thought.. he wants to see me do another man and get done by a
man. i told him I'd think about it. LOL
my work here is done . I'll be back. I need to finish the escort list
...  there are so many people.. since I dont have any help  I gotta be
able to concentrate. Your  being pissed at me is a blessing in
disguise. Well, remember the girl you picked out Sizziln ect... well
her name is summer.. and she was one of the girls that called last
week she said she was looking for my number and wanted to hook up she
know others and told them that I get them fast and high paying appts.
when i told her what  I made  here in LA  she almost lost it..
she also said shed be happy to work with me. I got her 2 appts today.
she  Loves me  ha ha ... I guess i have a knack for it.
So when I get home  she and I are going to hook up tonight  I told
here Im going to set up  shop  here in LA  and in SF. when I get home
I will  send you the link  to what  I have been doing  since
Wednesday night. ok well its time  i gotta go. oh and check it out  i
bought another computer yesterday  so all of my pics and all the work
I have done  I will be able to use when I get home. thank you for
everything. this is going to  work  and im soooooooo excited  have a
great day!!!  take care

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On 7/23/06, Asean hilton <Aseanmyricks@hismail.com> wrote:

I'm glad to hear things went well for you while you were/ are her.

Yeah ... we can be friends.


>From: sweetie <sweetie@hermail.com>
>To: "Asean hilton" <Aseanmyricks@hismail.com>
>Subject: I hope
>Date: Sat, 22 Jul 2006 17:34:19 -0700
>
>im sorry that things didnt workout between you and I
>I know I said I wouldnt contact you again but we can still be friends I
>hope.
>Im getting ready to go to burbank,  I have my maps  a little nervous
>I decided I gonna leave tomorrow evening  I  will be back theres money for
>me here
>I can fly here next time. I wish you could see what I have made since last
>night. trust me
>you would have been very very happy
>Im glad I brought my computer I told you there would be wireless set ups
>here
>well its time for me to go . tell Wilson I miss him and could really use
>him
>before I go
>to get through the nervousness. I guess theres a part thats still wanting
>to
>hold on
>but I dont want anyone who doesnt want me  I have too much to give. My
>pride
>is strong
>Im only weaker by the man that leads me.  So You really dont have to worry
>about me bothering
>you. My feelings for you will fade. especially with limited contact.   Well
>I have to go now  I have a drive and I dont know where Im going   take care
>
>X
>
>
>--
>Peace and Blessings

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Life send messages in ironic ways ... once again, congratulations on handling your business!

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How it got started Pt 2

From: sweetie <sweetie@hermail.com>
To: "asean hilton" <aseabhiton@hismail.com>
Subject: The One and Only
Date: Tue, 6 Jun 2006 14:00:23 -0700

Hello  stranger

Do we  still have a date?


--
Peace and Blessings

Of course!

 
I want to talk you .... amongst other things! What have you saying this??

No Matter what You cant get away that easy?

I hope you got my messages  I cant come out until you say its ok

wasn't it U who said that no matter we go through we still have a plan

You are worth it  I still Love you

--
Peace and Blessings

I'm not going to leave you 

You will see you are the one on my mind

You are my present and my future

 In your lifetime how many women have you  met who  love you  wont take shit from you who believes in you wants to see you succeed willing to move down 4 whateva..  You'll see

 So if we dont make it ,it wont because of me because I keep coming to you. and as I said I wont leave you

we belong together 

 

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On 7/21/06, sweetie <sweetie@hermail.com> wrote:

Im leaving at 12  I have appts all weekend 

On 7/21/06, sweetie < sweetie@hermail.com> wrote:

CALL THE CELL PHONE

On 7/20/06, asean hilton < aseabhiton@hismail.com> wrote:

I'll let you know what's up

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you wont talk to me  so its no longer important
All I know is that I let my feelings show (i wont make that mistake again)
put myself out there and clearly you dont see that
Im here in LA doing what I said i would do  I wanted to at least work  with you
but hell naww.. thats a wrap
I have been up most of the night Making  a killing here i meet mr
Burbank today Im going back home Monday
I may break you off Sunday Just for the life lesson or to give you
something for your ticket. other than that i have done all I can do
I wont contact you again

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On 7/22/06, asean hilton <aseabhiton@hismail.com> wrote:

you're still missing what has happened ... aren't you??


>From: sweetie <sweetie@hermail.com>
>To: "asean hilton" <aseabhiton@hismail.com>
>Subject: Re: No Matter what You cant get away that easy
>Date: Fri, 21 Jul 2006 13:16:09 -0700
>
>  So  check this out. If when I leave this weekend  after my appointments
>you  dont want to get down with me  I will leave you i will never
>contact you again  I put that on my grandfathers grave Deal ?
>
>
>
>On 7/21/06, sweetie <sweetie@hermail.com> wrote:
>>
>>   I have poured my heart out to you  and you continue to insult and be
>>disrespectful I look over it because I understand that its hard to think
>>that someone really cares without really knowing why I see in you what you
>>cannot see.  I thought you were serious about  our relationship . Am I
>>making a mistake?  Am I wrong to want to be with you?  I m not a stalker
>>I
>>just  do what any woman should do for her man.
>>
>>Can we please make this money?
>>  the longer it takes for me to leave the  less we make
>>you  know we missed 600 last night 3 for u 3 for me and I told you  that
>>before you tripped out so Stop cryin  and lets do this or have you fucked
>>and found someone else that fast
>>
>>
>>  On 7/21/06, sweetie <sweetie@hermail.com> wrote:
>>
>> >  not hardly...  I just want my money  Im  leaving in 10 minutes If you
>> > answer the phone  You'd know that too
>> > And for you to say some fucked up shit like that says that you dont
>> > understand
>> >
>> >  On 7/21/06, asean hilton < aseabhiton@hismail.com> wrote:
>> > >
>> > > I hope you ain't no stalker!
>> > >
>> > > _________________________________________________________________

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